THE READING NOOK

I don't understand the logic of our fate. It makes us end up with the people we don't want to be with; the situation we don't want to be in and then it makes us do things which we have been avoiding till now. I am not saying it does nothing  good, it does fulfill the fate or dreams of many but when people actually step onto the other side, it is then when they want to escape. I don't know if it's fate working against us or we are playing for the wrong team. Believing in fate or trusting that our decisions, situations and destinies are pre-decided is bizarre. But is it? I am still searching for an answer. A lot of things keep on happening in everybody's life and frankly speaking the trickiest and disturbing things happen to those who actually try to avoid being into anything unusual and try to lead a simple life. But just as there are people who don't want any noise, there are people who seek shout out loud moments. Seeking adventure is not wrong, in fact i...

You can feel the pain running through your veins and still you cannot do anything about it. It grows inside you and you feel helpless. It takes over your heart and makes you hollow deep inside. It slowly gets to your ability of motion and then you cannot even run from it by fooling it through another activity. What is left of you is vulnerability and weakness. The door of relief seems to go far away in the dark. It was all, your last hopes were residing on. You look pale, your eyes go red. It feels like you will burst into pieces, the very next moment, yet somehow you are holding up. You are finding it difficult to thrive anymore. You are tired. The pain is carving its way to your brain and its hurts. Hurts like hell. You want to scream but you know nobody is going to hear. ONLY YOU. It will be a noiseless scream of your soul. It feels like being brain dead yet alive in the most incorrigible way. You know nobody can help you because nobody can see it. It’s all hidden undernea...

We get driven towards the things we like and things we want. Some of them become a part of our lives and some don't. The question which needs an answer is what holds us back sometimes ? What makes us take a decision which would take away the stuff we like ? We do come across situations in which we have to choose between our likes and what's right and we tend to usually do the right thing to be in perfect scenario's and avoid the difficult ones. Yet there is always some hope within us which makes us believe that we may get an opportunity to walk down those roads again. I believe everybody wants to be in perfect situations where everything is right and there is no chaos. This feeling and the fear of things going wrong holds us back. But to stay in the past an wait is never an option. What we sometimes let go off our hands is gone. And without any doubt there are beautiful and even more amazing opportunities crafted for us in our future. But for those things to happen in ou...

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jelous. Love is never boastful or conceaded. It is never rude neither selfish. It does not take offence. It is not resentful. Love does not take pleasure in other people's sins. It lies in the truth. It is always ready to excuse to trust, to hope and to endure, whatever comes. - A Walk To Remember by NICHOLAS SPARKS

I wanna live those times once again. One last time.  I just want one chance to go back in the past and just live the happy moments once again. I only need one chance. Is it possible? To bring that sound of laughter back to life? Is it in my hands anymore? The smiles that I lived, I want to cherish them once more. Also the tears which fell by had a story, i want to know that story again. I want to live those times again, reminicising the moments by looking at what all went in all these years. Those happy times also turned into something unpleasant. Was it all me? Did I gradually change? For myself? Or for someone else? I was happy then why did it not remain as it used to be? Why did things change? Why do changes occur to perfect scenarios? Many questions are left unanswered. And gradually in search of those answers the time flew, as fast as the passing wind. I walked a few steps ahead, made new memories. I felt at times, that moving on from that phase of life was not right. But ...

Everybody has some strenghts and weaknesses, which are known to their close ones only. You were one of them. Yes, YOU. You've been using my weaknesses for all the things u wanted me to do, whether wrong or right. It never made any sense. I am always going to regret upon my decision of opening up to someone, so and soo much that I lost control over myself. I won't repeat my mistake. It always felt good to have a person to rely upon, to trust them and to tell them almost everything about yourself, but then realizing that we are being used feels worse than ever.  This world is actually full of selfish and greedy people who are never going to do any good to you but will suck the hell out of you to get their work done and be satisfied. Every bit of your effort to make them happy will start going vain when their expectations will reach the peak and you will never be appreciated again for doing anything even when done out of your comforts. Being late in realizing of yourself being...

We develop good feelings for a person when they care for us in every small and sensitive manner they can. Not always we require big surprises to bring a smile on our faces or the stars and the moon as gifts from people to know that we are special for them. Sitting with a person on the roof top and talking for hours, asking them if they had food, talking to them when they are going through a bad phase of their life, roaming with them around and making fun of everything which comes by and doing many such small things makes a moment special. Special enough to become a memory to be cherished. A small gesture of care, love or kindness towards us makes us feel good. Good, not only for the gesture made but for the person too. We should always value and notice the small and peculiar efforts made towards us by anyone and remember them as a sweet memory. Whereas we tend to take such small things in our life for granted in the search for the bigger source of love and care. It all reaches to ...

I was scared. I was hurt. I was running from something. Something scary. Something that was going to hurt me. I wanted to protect myself. It was all dark around me. I was terrified. People around me were shouting on me as if i was a coward. I just wanted to escape. It was too horrifying to stay within. Tears fell off my cheeks. My eyes were red. I didn't even know from what i was running ? What was it that scared me to such an extent ? But i knew it would hurt me. And suddenly my phone rang and it kept ringing, i was able to hear it but i just couldn't wake up. I felt trapped. I just wanted to wake up and finally i woke up. I Woke up, and i realised it was a dream. I was trembling. I had fear in my eyes. I was crying. I took the phone and it was a blur, tears in my eyes didn't let me see anything. It was late at night. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak a word for sometime. I kept thinking it was just a dream and nothing else. I tried t...

When you ask a person to tell what a woman or a girl thinks of something, the reply usually is s that they don't know as women are complicated and nobody can understand them. This assumption regarding women is continuously said and proven by men in day to day lives. But is it actually the truth ? Only in rare situations, people are found who can say that they totally understand, what the person beside them is like and that they understand them and their actions can be predicted by them, be it a guy or a girl. The fault is not that of the men who say so, as they cannot understand the person beside them because they are not the right ones together and so they face problems. One can understand a person, no matter a guy or a girl only if they are the right ones together. Misunderstandings are always created between two wrong people trying to put in all their efforts to make it right.But the right ones do not face any misunderstanding and rarely do they have to put in efforts to know...

At times in our lives we need a person by our side who listens to our nonsense talks, who understands what all we are going through, who holds our hand and tells us that everything will be fine when we feel low, who hugs us soo tight that all our broken pieces come back to us. We need a person who can understand our thoughts/sentiments sometimes without even us telling them, who knows when we want there shoulder to cry on it. We want to be with someone who not just stays with us in our bright days but also on the dull nights  trying to make them beautiful and peaceful for us. A person who can make us calm down, when we are about to burst with anger. Someone who can take care of us like family. Someone who will turn our tears into a bright smile. Someone who is not there in our life but their presence is soo important for us that their just being there for us solves half of our problems. They, who can be with us all time long without thinking to leave if something goes wrong. Someo...