THE READING NOOK

I don't understand the logic of our fate. It makes us end up with the people we don't want to be with; the situation we don't want to be in and then it makes us do things which we have been avoiding till now. I am not saying it does nothing  good, it does fulfill the fate or dreams of many but when people actually step onto the other side, it is then when they want to escape. I don't know if it's fate working against us or we are playing for the wrong team. Believing in fate or trusting that our decisions, situations and destinies are pre-decided is bizarre. But is it? I am still searching for an answer. A lot of things keep on happening in everybody's life and frankly speaking the trickiest and disturbing things happen to those who actually try to avoid being into anything unusual and try to lead a simple life. But just as there are people who don't want any noise, there are people who seek shout out loud moments. Seeking adventure is not wrong, in fact i

You can feel the pain running through your veins and still you cannot do anything about it. It grows inside you and you feel helpless. It takes over your heart and makes you hollow deep inside. It slowly gets to your ability of motion and then you cannot even run from it by fooling it through another activity. What is left of you is vulnerability and weakness. The door of relief seems to go far away in the dark. It was all, your last hopes were residing on. You look pale, your eyes go red. It feels like you will burst into pieces, the very next moment, yet somehow you are holding up. You are finding it difficult to thrive anymore. You are tired. The pain is carving its way to your brain and its hurts. Hurts like hell. You want to scream but you know nobody is going to hear. ONLY YOU. It will be a noiseless scream of your soul. It feels like being brain dead yet alive in the most incorrigible way. You know nobody can help you because nobody can see it. It’s all hidden undernea

We get driven towards the things we like and things we want. Some of them become a part of our lives and some don't. The question which needs an answer is what holds us back sometimes ? What makes us take a decision which would take away the stuff we like ? We do come across situations in which we have to choose between our likes and what's right and we tend to usually do the right thing to be in perfect scenario's and avoid the difficult ones. Yet there is always some hope within us which makes us believe that we may get an opportunity to walk down those roads again. I believe everybody wants to be in perfect situations where everything is right and there is no chaos. This feeling and the fear of things going wrong holds us back. But to stay in the past an wait is never an option. What we sometimes let go off our hands is gone. And without any doubt there are beautiful and even more amazing opportunities crafted for us in our future. But for those things to happen in ou

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jelous. Love is never boastful or conceaded. It is never rude neither selfish. It does not take offence. It is not resentful. Love does not take pleasure in other people's sins. It lies in the truth. It is always ready to excuse to trust, to hope and to endure, whatever comes. - A Walk To Remember by NICHOLAS SPARKS

I wanna live those times once again. One last time.  I just want one chance to go back in the past and just live the happy moments once again. I only need one chance. Is it possible? To bring that sound of laughter back to life? Is it in my hands anymore? The smiles that I lived, I want to cherish them once more. Also the tears which fell by had a story, i want to know that story again. I want to live those times again, reminicising the moments by looking at what all went in all these years. Those happy times also turned into something unpleasant. Was it all me? Did I gradually change? For myself? Or for someone else? I was happy then why did it not remain as it used to be? Why did things change? Why do changes occur to perfect scenarios? Many questions are left unanswered. And gradually in search of those answers the time flew, as fast as the passing wind. I walked a few steps ahead, made new memories. I felt at times, that moving on from that phase of life was not right. But no,