THE READING NOOK

Everybody has some strenghts and weaknesses, which are known to their close ones only. You were one of them. Yes, YOU. You've been using my weaknesses for all the things u wanted me to do, whether wrong or right. It never made any sense. I am always going to regret upon my decision of opening up to someone, so and soo much that I lost control over myself. I won't repeat my mistake. It always felt good to have a person to rely upon, to trust them and to tell them almost everything about yourself, but then realizing that we are being used feels worse than ever.  This world is actually full of selfish and greedy people who are never going to do any good to you but will suck the hell out of you to get their work done and be satisfied. Every bit of your effort to make them happy will start going vain when their expectations will reach the peak and you will never be appreciated again for doing anything even when done out of your comforts. Being late in realizing of yourself being

We develop good feelings for a person when they care for us in every small and sensitive manner they can. Not always we require big surprises to bring a smile on our faces or the stars and the moon as gifts from people to know that we are special for them. Sitting with a person on the roof top and talking for hours, asking them if they had food, talking to them when they are going through a bad phase of their life, roaming with them around and making fun of everything which comes by and doing many such small things makes a moment special. Special enough to become a memory to be cherished. A small gesture of care, love or kindness towards us makes us feel good. Good, not only for the gesture made but for the person too. We should always value and notice the small and peculiar efforts made towards us by anyone and remember them as a sweet memory. Whereas we tend to take such small things in our life for granted in the search for the bigger source of love and care. It all reaches to

I was scared. I was hurt. I was running from something. Something scary. Something that was going to hurt me. I wanted to protect myself. It was all dark around me. I was terrified. People around me were shouting on me as if i was a coward. I just wanted to escape. It was too horrifying to stay within. Tears fell off my cheeks. My eyes were red. I didn't even know from what i was running ? What was it that scared me to such an extent ? But i knew it would hurt me. And suddenly my phone rang and it kept ringing, i was able to hear it but i just couldn't wake up. I felt trapped. I just wanted to wake up and finally i woke up. I Woke up, and i realised it was a dream. I was trembling. I had fear in my eyes. I was crying. I took the phone and it was a blur, tears in my eyes didn't let me see anything. It was late at night. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't move. I couldn't speak a word for sometime. I kept thinking it was just a dream and nothing else. I tried t

When you ask a person to tell what a woman or a girl thinks of something, the reply usually is s that they don't know as women are complicated and nobody can understand them. This assumption regarding women is continuously said and proven by men in day to day lives. But is it actually the truth ? Only in rare situations, people are found who can say that they totally understand, what the person beside them is like and that they understand them and their actions can be predicted by them, be it a guy or a girl. The fault is not that of the men who say so, as they cannot understand the person beside them because they are not the right ones together and so they face problems. One can understand a person, no matter a guy or a girl only if they are the right ones together. Misunderstandings are always created between two wrong people trying to put in all their efforts to make it right.But the right ones do not face any misunderstanding and rarely do they have to put in efforts to know

At times in our lives we need a person by our side who listens to our nonsense talks, who understands what all we are going through, who holds our hand and tells us that everything will be fine when we feel low, who hugs us soo tight that all our broken pieces come back to us. We need a person who can understand our thoughts/sentiments sometimes without even us telling them, who knows when we want there shoulder to cry on it. We want to be with someone who not just stays with us in our bright days but also on the dull nights  trying to make them beautiful and peaceful for us. A person who can make us calm down, when we are about to burst with anger. Someone who can take care of us like family. Someone who will turn our tears into a bright smile. Someone who is not there in our life but their presence is soo important for us that their just being there for us solves half of our problems. They, who can be with us all time long without thinking to leave if something goes wrong. Someone w

Why do I always get a feeling that something's missing. Some important part of my life is not there with me. Someone has gone away from me. But I don't know who or what. I get confused. Or maybe I know but I don't want to face it. It is a result of fear in my mind. Whatever is bothering me in such a manner is simply my terror towards it. We always try to run away from things, situations or people we are scared to face.We don't want a reason to cry or to be terrified all the time, rather we want to enjoy our life. We fear from many things in our lives. Some of which I have faced are failure and fear of loosing a person close to me. We have to earn success and a person's trust. Loosing any of them brings sadness to us. It is very painful to know that you have actually failed to achieve something in your life which was very crucial for you. And on the other hand it is very difficult to accept that a person close to your heart is no more there with you and has walked

At the time when we wake up in the morning and begin a new day, we are not aware of what is going to happen. Although everybody has got a schedule to follow. But do things always go like the way we want them to ? Maybe the duties which we are supposed to be following in a day get accomplished the way we want them to. But do the emotions we want to experience happen to us ? I am pretty sure for some people it does. But for some people it is never like that. Throughout the day there are many kinds of emotions and behaviours we face which either makes our day or destroys our day. We don't know that how many emotions we are going to experience in a day. A day can be as colourful as a rainbow. It can also happen that we may experience more than one emotion,good or bad in a single situation. All kinds of moods that we come across are most of the time unexpected. Yes, definetly we have an intuition if something good or bad is going to happen but the result is not always what we think it

When somebody cares about you, it feels soo good. It is world's one of the most wonderful feelings. To earn materialistic things in life is possible for everyone through hardwork but to earn somebody's care is difficult. At times we confuse a person's sympathy towards us by care, we later realise this when that care doesn't lasts for long. We always want people around us who think for us, who guide us, who stop us from doing the wrong and are there with us when we feel low. To find such people in our lives who genuinely think for our good without any selfish motto is a blessing. We should never take those people for granted as we never know what happens next and how life decides to take them away from us. When we have someone who takes care of us without thinkng about themselves, we dont give them importance as we think that they are doing this for us and will stay like that forever but that isn't true. Some feelings which are soo lovable when not given im

We call some people ugly at times. But why ? We have got no right to say so about anybody. Ugly, is not a person or something living. A situation, a circumstance, a behaviour or an action is ugly. Everybody in this world is beautiful in there own way. Some people are beautiful in a different way and just because others are not able to see their beauty does not mean that they can call them ugly. Beauty of a person cannot be defined by their shape, size or colour, it is something which is hidden inside a person and can only be seen by some people around them. In today's world we just look at the outer shell of a person and comment about them. We don't realise how bad those people must have felt about whom we give all kinds of ridiculous comments, by continuously listening to unpleasent thoughts of others about them and then as a result of which they start hating themselves the way they are and try to change them which is not right. It isn't their fault that they look a litt

Memories are made to be cherished. Good or bad, we are never able to forget them. People come in our lives, some stay and some go. At the end of our life we come to know who stayed with us throughout and who went. People come in our life for a reason and after fulfilling what they came for, they vanish somewhere in the dark. Then we just want them back in our lives because we feel incomplete without them as they were the reason for the smile that blossomed on our face. We need to accept that the reason for which they came in our life no more exists and we have to stay with the beautiful memories given by them. We start running behind them as they brought happiness to us and that is very obvious to do because everybody wants to be happy. Some people leave us as they now know that we can live with the memories that they brought to us. Some cannot be with us as we somewhere became the reason for them getting hurt and now they cannot make us happy anymore. They realise that if they stay

Humans are social animals and thus they need to have people around them in their lives. To fulfill this requirement, human beings form connections with other people throughout their lives. Some connections turn out to be the most important and thus are permanent and some connections are temporary which satisfy human beings for a small period of time and then are gone. Connections lead to commitments, promises, responsibilities and misunderstandings. We as a social being want to always fulfill our requirement but never want to face the circumstamces which accompany the satisfaction. It doesn't matter to what extent a person says they want to be alone, they always need someone to cheer them up and understand their thought process. It is rare to see permanent connections in life. Humans have many connections in the name of relations, the very first relation a human makes is that with there mother which is considered one of the most selfless and pure connection. Then we also come acr

Mistakes are things that you realise you did in your life when either the person who got hurt due to that mistake was important enough or the same mistake is committed by someone else which had hit you really hard. Nobody in this world is perfect, everybody learns through there life experiences. It is a very stupid thing to say that you can teach people through your mistakes and experiences, it is only the individual who has to understand and that happens only when we ourselves go through many situations in our life which are at times easy to handle and at times soo difficult that we are never able to get out of them and as a solution we avoid them. People who avoid hard situations in life usually commit the same mistake again and again because they never came to know the real solution. Instead, facing a difficult situation and learning from them is the better way out. To face the situation and try to solve them is the right way which makes us a strong person and if not successful